Thursday, December 16, 2010

What should I write?? ∆ Too much anger inside me ∆

Post from Dec 13, 2010
I'm not sure what to write anymore and you guys are so silent lately *lol* :) but it's okay, I don't mind. I was silent too LOL :)

I had a tough week and the past few weeks were a bit strange. I mean I am doing well. I found a few man in my life and he is really amazing and our relationship is doing well. I really like him and we seem to get along very well.

However a few things just kept me down in the past few days that I simply don't know what to do to stay positive. There is just so much hate inside me that it's really hard... there's so much hate and pain that it's really hurting me.. It's difficult and complicated.

The good thing from this misery that I think I am in (maybe I'm not) anyhow.. from all this I can write some good dark poetry. It definitely isn't nice but it is poetry and I'm sure some people might find it appealing.. I don't know. At least I still keep writing and it is going somehow. I love to do it. I don't see it as a chore. I'm more delighted when I can write. It still makes me say "wow" it's still possible after almost a year still wow.. you know? :) I love it!!

I don't know what next year will bring and how it will turn out but I hope I can write some more. I want to enjoy this creative flow a bit longer and I hope it will last forever :)

Thank you for reading! I'll stop here because I need to get some sleep. I'm supposed to be in the city at 9 AM :)


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Anonymous Greg said...

It's all good. Wether you write dark poetry or not. It's a good outlet. Use it by all means. I wish good things to come your way ***

December 16, 2010 at 7:29 PM  
Blogger Sandra the poet said...

Thank you Greg!!! At the moment I'm writing very dark poetry but I hope this will pass by soon and that I'll start fresh in the New Year :)

December 17, 2010 at 11:04 AM  

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